I’ve realized lately that I’ve spent much time and focus over the last few years attracting safety, home, freedom and love into my life. Now that I have all of that (yay for the law of attraction), I realized I forgot to also attract money.
Perhaps because I always had enough to be comfortable I wasn’t actively working at attracting cold hard cash. And even now, thanks to my family helping me through this rough patch we still have enough to be safe while we wait for Mr. X to be convinced to make support payments.
I’ve been much more focused on attracting not just money but abundance into my life again. As a little nugget of proof that the law of attraction works, I found 20$ lying on the ground in town today. There’s a lot that I can do with that money. Like make sure that this isn’t the year Jenna has to find out that the Easter bunny couldn’t make a stop for her. There’s huge gratitude for that.
I was asked over the weekend what is it I like to do for fun? I felt myself stutter over the answer. As I was figuring out what to say, I realized that the reason I was having difficulty was because I’m pretty close to living a life I don’t need a vacation from.
What that means is that almost every aspect of my life involves me doing something that I like to do for fun. I thrive on parenting the kids, I love driving them to and from school, I am so grateful that I get to see my mom every day, I am grounded in this home in a way I haven’t been in years, I have awesome friends, walking the dog brings me peace, I adore learning Ayurveda. What I like to do for fun is live my life. I get to do that every day.
My happiness moment was driving home this afternoon laughing until it hurt as the kids cracked jokes. A darkness has lifted from our family and I’m enjoying the light shining back in.