Today was a moments between kind of day. After mom’s birthday, before thanksgiving which we celebrate tomorrow. I feel like there has been a lot going on in every aspect of my life and today I took some time to breathe, balance, and reassess where I’m at.
Things are shifting again. I guess life is full of constant change. For me security used to be represented as everything staying the same and me being able to sit in the knowledge that we are safe, and I knew we were safe because nothing was going to change.
Things change all the freaking time. It’s like being a tree, I just have to be strong enough to bend in the winds of change.
And even though I continue to resist it, change is good. It either brings about something immediately joyful, or it brings pain which opens the door to change.
Honestly, even though there has been a lot of pain the last couple of years, there has been so much more joy – sustainable happiness – soul fulfillment.
And in the moments between – when there are quiet spaces in life – it’s important to take notice of what is happening and be grateful. Especially this weekend as we celebrate thanksgiving.
I have so much to be thankful for – my God, my tribe, my home, my family, my friends, that miracle horse, our dog who narrowly escaped with her life a couple of days ago, and our too many cats.
We are home, we are safe, we are loved. That is a perfect recipe for happiness.