September 20 I saw my doctor at the cast clinic and he told me that my bone had healed well, but was concerned because I had very little mobility still in my arm.
As I left his office I realized two things. One was that I better get my arm moving and two that maybe I didn’t have to wait until spring to ride again.
I set a goal to be on my horse by September 30. It was a laughable goal because I couldn’t move my arm barely at all and the pain was still keeping me up at night.
So here we are 10 days later. I’m still up at night more than I’d like, but I’ve increased mobility a lot. And so, this happened this afternoon:
As I stood there on the block I got super nervous as I realized how totally vulnerable I was with only one dependable arm.
I called the girl and forced her to come hold him – which she did.
And I sat on his back. Didn’t even walk around, just sat there for a few minutes feeling the fear, feeling the calm. Both were there. It’s what I love most, but I have to say I’m a little scared after my last unplanned dismount.
But mostly I was just happy. Happy I was back on, happy am facing things that scare me, happy I have Drishti
It was a good moment.